“saiank, kalo aku dah lulus aku ga mau jadi PNS…ak mo kerja di majalah
aja…ato di TV…ato jadi tentor di LIA…ato di perusahaan…ato mana aja asal
bukan PN...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
MIRA ERWINDA YANG PUNYA BANYAK IMPIAN DAN CITA-CITA
Saya punya banyak sekali impian dan cita-cita, saya selalu terkejut setiap kali mendengar ada teman sebaya yang sudah ingin menikah atau bahkan sudah menikah, saya selalu berandai-andai, apakah impian dan cita-cita mereka sudah tercapai semua sehingga mereka memutuskan untuk menikah? atau mungkin impian dan cita-cita mereka ya hanya menikah dan punya anak? membangun sebuah keluarga...
saya... saya ingin bekerja terlebih dahulu, secepatnya... setelah itu...
saya... saya ingin melanjutkan sekolah saya di luar negeri, kuliah S2 dan mempelajari lebih dalam mengenai HAKI (Intellectual Property)
saya... saya tahu saya juga ingin bekerja di luar negeri, tidak untuk waktu yang lama, 2-5 tahun sudah cukup...
saya... tapi saya juga ingin bekerja di sebuah Departemen, Departemen yang juga merupakan tempat kedua orang tua saya bekerja selama kurang lebih 30 tahun
saya... masih menimbang-nimbang untuk menjadi advokat (belum ingin, tapi tidak menutup kemungkinan kalau suatu hari nanti saya mempunyai keinginan untuk menjadi seorang advokat, corporate lawyer mungkin, intellectual property rights tentunya ^^)
lihat... betapa banyaknya yang ingin saya lakukan sebelum saya menikah bukan? saya pun masih bingung, impian tersebut hampir pasti, walaupun masih mungkin berubah, saya cuma manusia biasa yang bisa berubah pikiran, lagipula manusia cuma bisa berangan-angan dan berandai-andai, Tuhan pula yang menentukan bukan? ;)
setelah semua yang di atas tercapai, lalu saya pikirkan untuk menikah, saya juga ingin menikah, dan mempunyai anak...
bahkan setelah saya menikah pun, masih banyak yang ingin saya lakukan dan saya capai
saya... ingin bisa mandiri tanpa bantuan finansial dari orang tua, cukup saya dan suami (tapi kalo dikasih sih nggak nolak, haha plin plan)
saya... ingin sesegera mungkin melaksanakan ibadah haji
saya... ingin melihat dunia ini dengan uang saya sendiri
saya... ingin sukses di bidang saya
saya teringat suatu hari, ketika sahabat saya bercerita tentang mantan pacarnya, yang ketika ditanya, apa impian kamu, dia akan menjawab, "jadi istrinya ****", saya kaget, terkejut sekali, wah menyenangkan sekali hidupnya, terkadang saya juga ingin menjadi seseorang yang hanya mempunyai impian yang cukup sederhana, tapi ya inilah saya, Mira Erwinda yang mempunyai banyak impian dan cita-cita :))
yeah, saya dan sahabat saya itu, kami berdua punya banyak impian dan cita-cita
memang belum konkrit, but we both know we want to do something big, we want to be someone huge, we want to be hotshots in what we do
yah semoga Tuhan mendengar keinginan kami
tidak lupa semoga saya berusaha keras dalam mencapai impian dan cita-cita saya tersebut
Amiin...
saya... saya ingin bekerja terlebih dahulu, secepatnya... setelah itu...
saya... saya ingin melanjutkan sekolah saya di luar negeri, kuliah S2 dan mempelajari lebih dalam mengenai HAKI (Intellectual Property)
saya... saya tahu saya juga ingin bekerja di luar negeri, tidak untuk waktu yang lama, 2-5 tahun sudah cukup...
saya... tapi saya juga ingin bekerja di sebuah Departemen, Departemen yang juga merupakan tempat kedua orang tua saya bekerja selama kurang lebih 30 tahun
saya... masih menimbang-nimbang untuk menjadi advokat (belum ingin, tapi tidak menutup kemungkinan kalau suatu hari nanti saya mempunyai keinginan untuk menjadi seorang advokat, corporate lawyer mungkin, intellectual property rights tentunya ^^)
lihat... betapa banyaknya yang ingin saya lakukan sebelum saya menikah bukan? saya pun masih bingung, impian tersebut hampir pasti, walaupun masih mungkin berubah, saya cuma manusia biasa yang bisa berubah pikiran, lagipula manusia cuma bisa berangan-angan dan berandai-andai, Tuhan pula yang menentukan bukan? ;)
setelah semua yang di atas tercapai, lalu saya pikirkan untuk menikah, saya juga ingin menikah, dan mempunyai anak...
bahkan setelah saya menikah pun, masih banyak yang ingin saya lakukan dan saya capai
saya... ingin bisa mandiri tanpa bantuan finansial dari orang tua, cukup saya dan suami (tapi kalo dikasih sih nggak nolak, haha plin plan)
saya... ingin sesegera mungkin melaksanakan ibadah haji
saya... ingin melihat dunia ini dengan uang saya sendiri
saya... ingin sukses di bidang saya
saya teringat suatu hari, ketika sahabat saya bercerita tentang mantan pacarnya, yang ketika ditanya, apa impian kamu, dia akan menjawab, "jadi istrinya ****", saya kaget, terkejut sekali, wah menyenangkan sekali hidupnya, terkadang saya juga ingin menjadi seseorang yang hanya mempunyai impian yang cukup sederhana, tapi ya inilah saya, Mira Erwinda yang mempunyai banyak impian dan cita-cita :))
yeah, saya dan sahabat saya itu, kami berdua punya banyak impian dan cita-cita
memang belum konkrit, but we both know we want to do something big, we want to be someone huge, we want to be hotshots in what we do
yah semoga Tuhan mendengar keinginan kami
tidak lupa semoga saya berusaha keras dalam mencapai impian dan cita-cita saya tersebut
Amiin...
Saturday, September 19, 2009
panggilan jiwa
malam ini malam takbiran, besok lebaran, tidak saya duga saya akan mendengar kabar gembira dari seorang teman
ya, teman baik saya, melly, ternyata sudah mengenakan jilbab, dia bercerita melalui yahoo messenger, menyampaikan kabar bahwa sudah sekitar 4 harian ini dia mengenakan jilbab...
i was surprised at first, but i've known her for several years to know that she had wanted to wore jilbab since long ago, so when she finally made up her mind, i'm happy for her, all i could said was just "you have to stay committed to that jilbab dear"
panggilan itu memang datangnya tak terduga, panggilan yang apabila sudah terdengar kita merasa wajib untuk memenuhi, panggilan yang apabila sudah terdengar, kita merasa tidak dapat mengelak dan harus melaksanakannya, dengan ikhlas, dengan mantap, dan penuh kesadaran diri, dengan membaca Bismillah...
seseorang yang solatnya rajin, pintar mengaji, belum tentu mendapatkan panggilan untuk mengenakan jilbab secepat itu, yah itulah yang namanya panggilan, tidak dapat diduga dan tidak dapat dihindari...
saya adalah seorang muslim yang lahir dan besar di Indonesia, di negara kami, walaupun Muslim adalah mayoritas, namun kami tidak mengadopsi hukum Islam, sehingga jilbab tidak diwajibkan untuk dikenakan di negara kami, yah mungkin hanya untuk wilayah tertentu seperti Aceh, tapi di kebanyakan wilayah lain di Indonesia, jilbab tidak diwajibkan untuk dikenakan, sehingga di negara kami, jilbab adalah pilihan, lebih kepada panggilan menurut saya, sama halnya dengan naik haji, itu diwajibkan di agama Islam, tapi apabila seseorang belum merasa terpanggil untuk menunaikan ibadah tersebut, maka walaupun ia sudah mampu secara materi, ia belum tentu akan melaksanakan ibadah tersebut
for melly:
i know it is not an easy job first time wearing jilbab, there are times when you feel like wearing something kinda open or tight, but you have to remember that you have to cover up your head and your body, your curve to be more precise, you have to cover up your breast, your ass, your hips, you don't let people see that curve
there will be lots of obstacles in front of you my friend, but i want you to be sure, that that's Allah testing you and want you to be stronger to defend your decision and stay committed to your jilbab
people are expecting you to be nice and stuff when you are wearing jilbab, but don't try too hard too meet those expectations, you're just human learning to be better, just try your best...
remember Allah all the time, Allah is watching you and Allah is with you in every step of your way
I am very proud of you, mmuaah mmuaahh!^^
ya, teman baik saya, melly, ternyata sudah mengenakan jilbab, dia bercerita melalui yahoo messenger, menyampaikan kabar bahwa sudah sekitar 4 harian ini dia mengenakan jilbab...
i was surprised at first, but i've known her for several years to know that she had wanted to wore jilbab since long ago, so when she finally made up her mind, i'm happy for her, all i could said was just "you have to stay committed to that jilbab dear"
panggilan itu memang datangnya tak terduga, panggilan yang apabila sudah terdengar kita merasa wajib untuk memenuhi, panggilan yang apabila sudah terdengar, kita merasa tidak dapat mengelak dan harus melaksanakannya, dengan ikhlas, dengan mantap, dan penuh kesadaran diri, dengan membaca Bismillah...
seseorang yang solatnya rajin, pintar mengaji, belum tentu mendapatkan panggilan untuk mengenakan jilbab secepat itu, yah itulah yang namanya panggilan, tidak dapat diduga dan tidak dapat dihindari...
saya adalah seorang muslim yang lahir dan besar di Indonesia, di negara kami, walaupun Muslim adalah mayoritas, namun kami tidak mengadopsi hukum Islam, sehingga jilbab tidak diwajibkan untuk dikenakan di negara kami, yah mungkin hanya untuk wilayah tertentu seperti Aceh, tapi di kebanyakan wilayah lain di Indonesia, jilbab tidak diwajibkan untuk dikenakan, sehingga di negara kami, jilbab adalah pilihan, lebih kepada panggilan menurut saya, sama halnya dengan naik haji, itu diwajibkan di agama Islam, tapi apabila seseorang belum merasa terpanggil untuk menunaikan ibadah tersebut, maka walaupun ia sudah mampu secara materi, ia belum tentu akan melaksanakan ibadah tersebut
for melly:
i know it is not an easy job first time wearing jilbab, there are times when you feel like wearing something kinda open or tight, but you have to remember that you have to cover up your head and your body, your curve to be more precise, you have to cover up your breast, your ass, your hips, you don't let people see that curve
there will be lots of obstacles in front of you my friend, but i want you to be sure, that that's Allah testing you and want you to be stronger to defend your decision and stay committed to your jilbab
people are expecting you to be nice and stuff when you are wearing jilbab, but don't try too hard too meet those expectations, you're just human learning to be better, just try your best...
remember Allah all the time, Allah is watching you and Allah is with you in every step of your way
I am very proud of you, mmuaah mmuaahh!^^
Monday, August 24, 2009
things we forget along the way
here i am, i just moved back in to this house, after graduated from college in semarang
sooo you know, when you move from one place to another, you have to do some packing and then unpacked the box when you arrived at your destination place
so i was driving from semarang to jakarta, so i didn't bring much with me in the car, just some of my things, i decided to packed loads of my other things and sent it back to jakarta using train delivery service, so first day i got home, there was not much for me to unpacked, only few clothes and some small things to do, but it was already taking much energy and time
first thing i did was cleaning up my closet, turned out i found loads of very unimportant things inside my closet, unused bags, unused clothes, old books, some garbage, weird stuff, i even found two packs of cigarettes, one was empty, one was still quiet full, hahaha laughed my ass off when i found that (such a naughty girl)
then after that i also found several old books, not book actually, it was kinda like a diary, you know in junior high or in elementary, when you wrote some kind of testimonial for your friend in a book, it was kinda hip when i was around 11th-15th, hahaha, now i thought i was sooo cornyyy, hahaha
but waiiit, not only me who was corny, all of my friends who also wrote in that book was also corny, and you know what? inside of that book there was also notes from my friend, saying that they were so devastated because the guy that they had crushed on was not that into them, that the guy was hitting on another girl, or chose some girl who were eventhough more beautiful but trashy little biatch who didn't deserve their crush (i laughed even harder on this part because- 00hh-it's-so-funny-and-corny-and-yet-so-naif, hahaha)
(ROFL)
teenagers, things we do around puberty, amazing huh?
and then i found another funny things that made me laughed even much harder, i found my own handwriting in one of that book, not just one, but a lot, saying how much i hate my ex-boyfriend, he cheated on me all the time, lied to me all the time, yet at that time we were together for quiet a long time, a year if i'm not mistaken, despite all of his wrongdoing to me, hahaha how could i be so stupid? i was reading all of those writings and laughing very hard, turned out my junior high ex was such an asshole, it was his birthday yesterday, and i wrote on his facebook wall saying "happy birthday asshole, hahaha", though he hurt me bad in the past, we're okay now, we're good, we're fine, i bear no more grudges, maybe because it was a child love kinda thing, so it didn't really hurt that bad and i was just being exaggerating, hahaha, we're good dude!
soo i just wanted to say that the things that we forget along the way is pretty amazing, time heals, time forgets, i didn't even remember that i hide those 2 packs of cigarettes inside of my closet, i didn't remember that my junior high ex boyfriend hurt me that bad, i mean i wrote every single lies that he told, every single cheat that he did in that book, but instead of crying, i was laughing very hard, hahaha funny right? maybe because it was so corny, i couldn't stand it
i ripped every single page in that book before i threw them away, because it was so embarassing, i don't wanna be ashamed of it incase my maid reads it, trust me, it was so corny, hahaha
Friday, August 21, 2009
details in the fabric - jason mraz
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
Friday, August 14, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
things i have done in my life and things that i'm sure i'm capable of doing in the future
in my entire life, i have done so many things that i never thought i could do.
i never thought i would survived college, but here i am, already graduated
i never thought that i could be a good vice director, there i was, doing excellent job of helping bama (the director)
i never thought that one day i could drive, here i am, i drive everywhere
i never thought i could cook, but then yesterday, i just cooked
now becoming unemployment, i'm not sure that i can find decent job with a decent income
or i'm not sure if i can survive going abroad for college, even worse i'm not sure about my life in the future, what am i going to do, still very unsure about work or study. and i'm scared
but after doing a lot of thoughts, i came up with a conclusion "i'm going to be okay" and being scared about the future is okay, nobody knows what is going to happen with their life in the future right?
i thought i can never drive, here i am driving (though i was scared the first time)
i thought i can never survive thesis exam or i thought i can never work my thesis, here i am already graduated (though i was dead worried and afraid at the first time)
i thought i can never cook, i just cooked yesterday and love to do some more cooking (though there were lots of worried that i would hurt myself during the chopping and slicing)
so i thought i'll be fine, there has been lots of things that i thought i couldn't do, turned out i'm pretty good at doing it, so i believe i'll be fine, i'll fine the job or some suitable study for me to do
no worries! hohohoho ^^
i never thought i would survived college, but here i am, already graduated
i never thought that i could be a good vice director, there i was, doing excellent job of helping bama (the director)
i never thought that one day i could drive, here i am, i drive everywhere
i never thought i could cook, but then yesterday, i just cooked
now becoming unemployment, i'm not sure that i can find decent job with a decent income
or i'm not sure if i can survive going abroad for college, even worse i'm not sure about my life in the future, what am i going to do, still very unsure about work or study. and i'm scared
but after doing a lot of thoughts, i came up with a conclusion "i'm going to be okay" and being scared about the future is okay, nobody knows what is going to happen with their life in the future right?
i thought i can never drive, here i am driving (though i was scared the first time)
i thought i can never survive thesis exam or i thought i can never work my thesis, here i am already graduated (though i was dead worried and afraid at the first time)
i thought i can never cook, i just cooked yesterday and love to do some more cooking (though there were lots of worried that i would hurt myself during the chopping and slicing)
so i thought i'll be fine, there has been lots of things that i thought i couldn't do, turned out i'm pretty good at doing it, so i believe i'll be fine, i'll fine the job or some suitable study for me to do
no worries! hohohoho ^^
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
saying good bye never been easy
i'm packing up my things today, it's not done yet, there's still plenty of things to do...
my clothes, my shoes, my bags, my books, ohhh i just realize that i have loads of stuff here, making this job even harder to do...
so... when i decided to do some packing this morning, i feel kinda sad, it's weird because packing my things and getting ready to leave is what i've always wanted to do ever since i stepped my foot in semarang... when i just got here, i couldn't wait to graduate and leave this city...
but now, when i finally got to do it, i feel kinda sad, and hard to let go...
i folded every single clothes gently and slowly while memorizing all the things that have happened here in semarang, and all of those memories would be in my mind forever...
maybe saying goodbye never been easy, packing my things, put it in a box and send it back to jakarta is a sign that i'm about to leave this city, going back to semarang...
i remember i almost shed my tears when i left my house to go to the airport and flew to semarang, it was so hard to do, and would the same thing happen to me again this time? well, maybe...
i live in this house for almost 4 years, though occassionally i visited semarang every lebaran or to attend my relatives' weddings, but that was just for a few days or two weeks tops, but i stay and live in this house for almost 4 years now, and it's just WOW...
i'm going to leave this house very soon...
and when i packed my stuff this morning, i feel sad, 4 years is kinda long time, lots of things happened to me during those 4 years time...
well i've never been good at saying goodbye, usually i ended up crying, hahahaha...
maybe i should've not be so sad, since i'm going to visit semarang again this lebaran, and that will be on september, but still is... i'm sad...
maybe i'm sad not because leaving semarang, but leaving all of those memories and times i've spent here, but hey... time goes on, life goes on, people changes and move forward... and so do i...
well then, sayonara semarang and happy times in college...
my clothes, my shoes, my bags, my books, ohhh i just realize that i have loads of stuff here, making this job even harder to do...
so... when i decided to do some packing this morning, i feel kinda sad, it's weird because packing my things and getting ready to leave is what i've always wanted to do ever since i stepped my foot in semarang... when i just got here, i couldn't wait to graduate and leave this city...
but now, when i finally got to do it, i feel kinda sad, and hard to let go...
i folded every single clothes gently and slowly while memorizing all the things that have happened here in semarang, and all of those memories would be in my mind forever...
maybe saying goodbye never been easy, packing my things, put it in a box and send it back to jakarta is a sign that i'm about to leave this city, going back to semarang...
i remember i almost shed my tears when i left my house to go to the airport and flew to semarang, it was so hard to do, and would the same thing happen to me again this time? well, maybe...
i live in this house for almost 4 years, though occassionally i visited semarang every lebaran or to attend my relatives' weddings, but that was just for a few days or two weeks tops, but i stay and live in this house for almost 4 years now, and it's just WOW...
i'm going to leave this house very soon...
and when i packed my stuff this morning, i feel sad, 4 years is kinda long time, lots of things happened to me during those 4 years time...
well i've never been good at saying goodbye, usually i ended up crying, hahahaha...
maybe i should've not be so sad, since i'm going to visit semarang again this lebaran, and that will be on september, but still is... i'm sad...
maybe i'm sad not because leaving semarang, but leaving all of those memories and times i've spent here, but hey... time goes on, life goes on, people changes and move forward... and so do i...
well then, sayonara semarang and happy times in college...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
almost 22
oh yeah, one more thing i forgot to tell you...
i'm turning 22 this 27th of june, hohohoho, it's scary, i'm getting a year older...
huhuhuhu...
don't know what to wish for this year, because i have no expectation, don't know what to do either, work? or school? well, don't know yet, we'll see...
but i'm sure i'm scare... graduate... have the slightest idea of what i want to do after...
i'm turning 22 this 27th of june, hohohoho, it's scary, i'm getting a year older...
huhuhuhu...
don't know what to wish for this year, because i have no expectation, don't know what to do either, work? or school? well, don't know yet, we'll see...
but i'm sure i'm scare... graduate... have the slightest idea of what i want to do after...
KRULP KRULP KRULP
remember when i wrote and said that facebook is no longer safe and private, since almost everybody i know is on facebook? though maybe it is the purpose, to meet all of your long lost friends and relatives, but that's not the way i thought it would be...
well now i find another place where i can be safe of expressing my feelings or my thoughts, and it is on PLURK!
now i'd prefer plurking than facebooking, wait, i still love facebooking, still can't resist the amusement it gives me, but if i want to express my feeling or my thought uncensored? i'd prefer to put it on PLURK, because right now on facebook, if i want to share my private feelings or thoughts, i have to make it really discreet, using not the exact words, or only write short sentence that would make only certain people understands what is eaxctly happening to me and would make every other person knows that i'm sad or happy or excited, but would be clueless about the reason...
so PLURK helps a lot! because sometimes when you're so stressed out, need someone else to know and respond, but not the whole world to sympathize at you, my answer is... WRITE IT DOWN ON plurk!
bye!
well now i find another place where i can be safe of expressing my feelings or my thoughts, and it is on PLURK!
now i'd prefer plurking than facebooking, wait, i still love facebooking, still can't resist the amusement it gives me, but if i want to express my feeling or my thought uncensored? i'd prefer to put it on PLURK, because right now on facebook, if i want to share my private feelings or thoughts, i have to make it really discreet, using not the exact words, or only write short sentence that would make only certain people understands what is eaxctly happening to me and would make every other person knows that i'm sad or happy or excited, but would be clueless about the reason...
so PLURK helps a lot! because sometimes when you're so stressed out, need someone else to know and respond, but not the whole world to sympathize at you, my answer is... WRITE IT DOWN ON plurk!
bye!
it's been a long time
wauww, sudah lama saya tidak menuliskan sesuatu disini yaaa, jadi terpicu lagi untuk menulis karena seorang teman (si jeyuk), hehehe...
why didn't i write anything for over the last... what? a week? 2 weeks? or even maybe 3 weeks?
well, the fact is, i don't have anything interesting to say, to share, to tell, well... nothing really interesting happened to me...
short review... i went to gedong songo with melly, aning, ginchan (aning's boyfriend), aning's mom, and a friend of aning's mom... we rode a horse by the way, exciting experience, i might get addicted to one i think, planning to do it again soon, but don't know when i'll have the time nor the money to do so... gedong songo is a kind of... i don't know how to explain, if you really want to know, you can google it by yourself, too lazy to explain... sorry...
on the same particular day, we also went to umbul sidomukti, actually i was kinda interested to try driving the ATV, but we didn't got the chance to do it, maybe someday i'll go there and try it, i don't know how to explain umbul sidomukti, it's a kind of a pool, they said it is a spring water, there were two couple swimming there, by that time, i thought "gaya pacaran yang sangat alay"
hahahahahaaaa... they were taking pictures, the guy didn't wear any shirt on, and the girl's hands were on the guy's hips, so you can imagine, it was unbelievably "alayyyy"....
aside than the "misuse" pool, it's actually kinda a great place, they have outing arena, like flying fox and etc... i'd like to go there again and try the ATV, hhehehehe...
oh, before we went to umbul sidomukti, we had lunch at susan spa, that place was so beautiful, and i am looking forward to go there and try the spa treatment...
okay, that was one hell of a holiday...
hum, what else?
ohh, i went for a karaoke night with melly, adit, ndeng, njul and gogoy, i had a great night, i don't know why i was so relieved after i went karaoke that night...
my assumption was, i was so stressed out, and devastated, during my thesis exam, so when everything's done, i don't have any release, i just felt relieved, so when i went karaoke that night, i screamed, i shouted, i yelled, maybe that was my release... i just needed to screaaaammm as loud as i can, i was fulfilled that night, huff... so now i know everytime i got too stressed out, i should do some karaoke... it works and it helps, period!
okay, what else? me and my boyfriend? we're good, things are going great...
he's in jakarta right now, doing some research for his stadium (final assignment), his majoring in architecture engineering...
so... what else? i think that's it, and oh, i badly wanted to go home to jakarta, really miss mommy, but i can't because i promise someone i'd stay, that's okay, i can go home at early july...
so bye for now, i'll see you later
bye
why didn't i write anything for over the last... what? a week? 2 weeks? or even maybe 3 weeks?
well, the fact is, i don't have anything interesting to say, to share, to tell, well... nothing really interesting happened to me...
short review... i went to gedong songo with melly, aning, ginchan (aning's boyfriend), aning's mom, and a friend of aning's mom... we rode a horse by the way, exciting experience, i might get addicted to one i think, planning to do it again soon, but don't know when i'll have the time nor the money to do so... gedong songo is a kind of... i don't know how to explain, if you really want to know, you can google it by yourself, too lazy to explain... sorry...
on the same particular day, we also went to umbul sidomukti, actually i was kinda interested to try driving the ATV, but we didn't got the chance to do it, maybe someday i'll go there and try it, i don't know how to explain umbul sidomukti, it's a kind of a pool, they said it is a spring water, there were two couple swimming there, by that time, i thought "gaya pacaran yang sangat alay"
hahahahahaaaa... they were taking pictures, the guy didn't wear any shirt on, and the girl's hands were on the guy's hips, so you can imagine, it was unbelievably "alayyyy"....
aside than the "misuse" pool, it's actually kinda a great place, they have outing arena, like flying fox and etc... i'd like to go there again and try the ATV, hhehehehe...
oh, before we went to umbul sidomukti, we had lunch at susan spa, that place was so beautiful, and i am looking forward to go there and try the spa treatment...
okay, that was one hell of a holiday...
hum, what else?
ohh, i went for a karaoke night with melly, adit, ndeng, njul and gogoy, i had a great night, i don't know why i was so relieved after i went karaoke that night...
my assumption was, i was so stressed out, and devastated, during my thesis exam, so when everything's done, i don't have any release, i just felt relieved, so when i went karaoke that night, i screamed, i shouted, i yelled, maybe that was my release... i just needed to screaaaammm as loud as i can, i was fulfilled that night, huff... so now i know everytime i got too stressed out, i should do some karaoke... it works and it helps, period!
okay, what else? me and my boyfriend? we're good, things are going great...
he's in jakarta right now, doing some research for his stadium (final assignment), his majoring in architecture engineering...
so... what else? i think that's it, and oh, i badly wanted to go home to jakarta, really miss mommy, but i can't because i promise someone i'd stay, that's okay, i can go home at early july...
so bye for now, i'll see you later
bye
Friday, June 5, 2009
review
let us review what has been happening since last week...
27th of May : my thesis exam, Alhamdulillah it all went good, nothing serious happened...
28th of May : 2nd day of thesis exam, with the 1st dean's assistant
29th of May : 3rd day of thesis exam, with the dean, Alhamdulillah everything went well, and i have finished all of my thesis exam...
30th of May : do nothing at home, lazyness strucked me, hahahahaaa... but the strange thing is, i was not in a good mood that day
31st of may : again, the art of doing nothing, just some lazy work at home, hahahahaa
1st of june : i was supposed to go to natasha, but i didn't because of mi boyfriend, humhhh
2nd of june : i went to natasha, and met someone that shocked me, i don't want to share it here, it is very dangerous, hehehehe...
3rd of june : i went to natasha... again... (what was i doing? i was supposed to go to campus? wkwkwkkwkw)
4th of june : supposed to go to campus to take care of thesis administration (professor's signatures and stuff) but i didn't to lazy to make it to campus, wkwkwkwkw... so i went to beauty salon instead, get my hair done... hoihohoohhooh my hair was a complete mess by the way, so i had to take care of it...
so, that's a short review...
cheersss
27th of May : my thesis exam, Alhamdulillah it all went good, nothing serious happened...
28th of May : 2nd day of thesis exam, with the 1st dean's assistant
29th of May : 3rd day of thesis exam, with the dean, Alhamdulillah everything went well, and i have finished all of my thesis exam...
30th of May : do nothing at home, lazyness strucked me, hahahahaaa... but the strange thing is, i was not in a good mood that day
31st of may : again, the art of doing nothing, just some lazy work at home, hahahahaa
1st of june : i was supposed to go to natasha, but i didn't because of mi boyfriend, humhhh
2nd of june : i went to natasha, and met someone that shocked me, i don't want to share it here, it is very dangerous, hehehehe...
3rd of june : i went to natasha... again... (what was i doing? i was supposed to go to campus? wkwkwkkwkw)
4th of june : supposed to go to campus to take care of thesis administration (professor's signatures and stuff) but i didn't to lazy to make it to campus, wkwkwkwkw... so i went to beauty salon instead, get my hair done... hoihohoohhooh my hair was a complete mess by the way, so i had to take care of it...
so, that's a short review...
cheersss
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
waktu
betapa cepat waktu berjalan, tanpa saya sadari, tanpa kita semua sadari, hari-hari lewat begitu saja tanpa saya ingat detail perharinya, ketika saya sadar, saya hanya bisa berkata "waaahhh 3 bulan berlalu cepat sekali ya...!!"
ya, hanya kalimat tersebut yang bisa saya ucapkan, mengagumi dan terpesona dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berlalu...
sejauh yang saya ingat, akhir bulan januari kemarin saya mengikuti KKN, tanpa saya sadari sebulan lewat begitu saja dan KKN harus berakhir... tiba-tiba sudah datang bulan maret, ketika saya dilanda kepanikan yang amat sangat berkenaan dengan tugas akhir saya sebagai seorang mahasiswa salah satu fakultas hukum di semarang... selanjutnya yang dapat saya ingat adalah datangnya waktu pemilu bagi Indonesia di awal bulan April, saya berada di Jakarta selama dua minggu kala itu, sembari menunggu waktu riset, setelah riset selesai, saya segera kembali ke semarang.
kemudian datanglah waktu wisuda kedua teman baik saya, yang membuat saya semakin terkagum-kagum dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berjalan, kami bersama dari sejak awal kuliah, tiba-tiba saja, tanpa saya sadari saya sedang menghadiri wisuda mereka berdua, selama acara wisuda tersebut saya berpikir, sebentar lagi bulan juli akan datang, dan saya juga akan diwisuda. lagi-lagi saya pasti akan terkagum-kagum dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berlalu...
hari ini tanggal 20 Mei, minggu depan saya akan menghadapi sidang skripsi saya, kewajiban terakhir yang harus saya laksanakan sebagai seorang mahasiswa. 7 hari dari hari ini saya akan menghadapi sidang tersebut... 7 hari? sepertinya masih lama, tapi jangan kaget apabila 7 hari tersebut akan berlalu begitu saja tanpa saya sadari... dan kegugupan saya akan membuat 7 hari tersebut terasa semakin cepat...
tapi ya sudahlah, semakin dipikir semakin tidak ada habisnya, toh seperti yang saya kemukakan tadi, waktu berlalu sangat cepat, segugup apapun saya, setakut apapun saya, waktu tersebut tentu akan berlalu begitu saja, walaupun 1 jam sidang tersebut tentu akan terasa sangat lama bagi saya...
sekarang saya hanya bisa belajar, berusaha dan berdoa untuk hasil yang terbaik... amin amin amin...
ya, hanya kalimat tersebut yang bisa saya ucapkan, mengagumi dan terpesona dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berlalu...
sejauh yang saya ingat, akhir bulan januari kemarin saya mengikuti KKN, tanpa saya sadari sebulan lewat begitu saja dan KKN harus berakhir... tiba-tiba sudah datang bulan maret, ketika saya dilanda kepanikan yang amat sangat berkenaan dengan tugas akhir saya sebagai seorang mahasiswa salah satu fakultas hukum di semarang... selanjutnya yang dapat saya ingat adalah datangnya waktu pemilu bagi Indonesia di awal bulan April, saya berada di Jakarta selama dua minggu kala itu, sembari menunggu waktu riset, setelah riset selesai, saya segera kembali ke semarang.
kemudian datanglah waktu wisuda kedua teman baik saya, yang membuat saya semakin terkagum-kagum dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berjalan, kami bersama dari sejak awal kuliah, tiba-tiba saja, tanpa saya sadari saya sedang menghadiri wisuda mereka berdua, selama acara wisuda tersebut saya berpikir, sebentar lagi bulan juli akan datang, dan saya juga akan diwisuda. lagi-lagi saya pasti akan terkagum-kagum dengan betapa cepatnya waktu berlalu...
hari ini tanggal 20 Mei, minggu depan saya akan menghadapi sidang skripsi saya, kewajiban terakhir yang harus saya laksanakan sebagai seorang mahasiswa. 7 hari dari hari ini saya akan menghadapi sidang tersebut... 7 hari? sepertinya masih lama, tapi jangan kaget apabila 7 hari tersebut akan berlalu begitu saja tanpa saya sadari... dan kegugupan saya akan membuat 7 hari tersebut terasa semakin cepat...
tapi ya sudahlah, semakin dipikir semakin tidak ada habisnya, toh seperti yang saya kemukakan tadi, waktu berlalu sangat cepat, segugup apapun saya, setakut apapun saya, waktu tersebut tentu akan berlalu begitu saja, walaupun 1 jam sidang tersebut tentu akan terasa sangat lama bagi saya...
sekarang saya hanya bisa belajar, berusaha dan berdoa untuk hasil yang terbaik... amin amin amin...
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
my mood has arrived
YESSSS PEOPLEEE! MY MOOD HAS ARRIVED!
YAY YAY YAY YAY! *jumping and dancing happily*
this morning i don't know why i felt the incredibly huge urge to started to work on my thesis, actually i have planned to work on my thesis from the night before...
yesterday i texted my sister in law to asked for an interview with her friend that happens to be an IPR (Intellectual Property Rights) lawyer, and she said that i have to prepare the list of the questions first, then she'll check it first then afterwards she'll make a schedule for the interview....
so yesterday i planned to make the questions this morning, but what happened this morning was even better than making questions for the interview, i worked on my thesis, i typed something on my chapter 4 thesis, it was only 4 pages, but it was a good start because i feel inspired, too inspired... hehehehe...
let's juts hope that my inspiration will stay on my mind... so that i can continue to work on my thesis and finish it on time....
AMIINNN....
YAY YAY YAY YAY! *jumping and dancing happily*
this morning i don't know why i felt the incredibly huge urge to started to work on my thesis, actually i have planned to work on my thesis from the night before...
yesterday i texted my sister in law to asked for an interview with her friend that happens to be an IPR (Intellectual Property Rights) lawyer, and she said that i have to prepare the list of the questions first, then she'll check it first then afterwards she'll make a schedule for the interview....
so yesterday i planned to make the questions this morning, but what happened this morning was even better than making questions for the interview, i worked on my thesis, i typed something on my chapter 4 thesis, it was only 4 pages, but it was a good start because i feel inspired, too inspired... hehehehe...
let's juts hope that my inspiration will stay on my mind... so that i can continue to work on my thesis and finish it on time....
AMIINNN....
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